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midgetsausage
Newgrounds' #1 dunce. I hate myself.
Please excuse my prolonged absence. I've been doing butt stuff in the back room for months now.

Boris @midgetsausage

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well.

Posted by midgetsausage - August 14th, 2021


informal post.

pretty wild ride so far, eh? 100 drawings, 300 fans, got 3rd daily place, released 2 videos.


but i'm not here to boast. i'm here to say that all that came with a price. my teachers' on my ass right now, I've got a big school project due the day after tomorrow which I don't know how to do and I don't know how to make, I'm gambling on my luck and hoping I get a good or average grade (we just finished the first quarter of ninth grade, which is the third year of high school in the Philippines), and I left a big Discord server which has my handiwork all over its place because I've had it with being slapped in the face with apathy for the last 3 months I've been there.


i figured i'd just write a little post talking about how I feel , right here right now, because while I am excited to be part of even bigger things with my increased creative freedom and capabilities in the near future, I don't know if I'll change for better or for worse, both in here and academically. I hope I manage.


I'm probably losing my mind, and 9th grade in the Philippines is fucking hard.


anyway here's my Spotify playlist full of songs I play whenever I do not know what to play.

https://open.spotify.com/playlist/3Chq5Ic2QbIF5O9ayB0Q1a?si=631a8b37c834440c


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Been feeling the same way, I hope you'll get through it sosig man! Also hope things will get better for you, sending hugs to ya man (✿^‿^)

Hey, don't go too hard on yourself, pal. I feel ya there.

Take all the time you need, please.

Good Luck out there