This is a letter of regret, remorse, and a final farewell.

The ultimate sequel to The Bitter Truth.

This is to all of my supporters, my friends, and those I consider my family. This is the hardest I've ever been, and it's my deepest regret that I will be exiting the Sonic vore fanclub, and maybe further than that if necessary. I want to thank you for all the good years you've given to my life, as I expect everything to be over for me soon. There is something (I need you to guess what it is instead of having me directly acknowledging it) circulating about me in messages, and I'm not going to try and deny or disprove it... because it's true. It's something I deeply regret from years ago, and I wish I could take back the damage I've done.

I really don't fucking know what to write here, like it caught me off guard she'd actually leak that shit lmao, I figured she'd just move on. So I'mma say I actually got therapy and everything. Back then I became the very thing I despised in others. I wasn't a good person those years ago, so I've worked to improve over the years in various forms of therapy, all that shit. Blah blah blah, I apologize to the person I affected online. (I also need you to guess who she is.)

I'm too much of a fucking pussy to actually say what I did so here are some awesome fucking quotes: never give up on your goals, practice self-care, don't let anger destroy you, don't overstep boundaries, and most importantly, never give up on therapy, or you might end up hurting someone else from not getting that help... like I did. See? I just made scathing remarks directed at myself, like I'm gonna do again and again in this post, hoping to gain sympathy from you guys.

I truly am sorry, I'm disappointed in myself, I never meant to hurt anyone, I wanted to help people, etc., etc. I won't say what it is as I am ashamed to say, because I don't actually wanna admit that shit LOL, I'll just assume you know. As the kids say, "IYKYK", haha lmaooo. Actually, it wasn't my fault to begin with! It was actually HER fault that she got groo— uh, "g-word"-ed by me, as I've said to my good friend @Shal, who hopefully wouldn't leak that shit because if so then I'm REALLY fucked.

This is how it all ends for me, and sadly this is probably what I'll be remembered for, as my past is my undoing. I wish I never did some of the things I did (which I will, again, never disclose, because I'll be real with you. I only wish they didn't get uncovered), and I have to live with that....but when I lose everything and everyone, I don't know if I'll have anything to live for anymore when it's all gone, yadda yadda, all that shit, pls no lev me.

This is farewell. It's been an honor to be on Newgrounds for 20 years, 17 on this account. Most people will probably hate me by now when they find out what I'm talking about (because, then again, NOT disclosing that shit LOL) I'm sorry for having disappointed all of you, and myself. I need you guys to understand I am incredibly lonely which is a totally perfect excuse as to why I did that shit.

For the past year after progress in therapy, i promised it would never happen again to anyone else, and it hasn't since [citation needed]. At the very least, people will be safer when I'm gone even though I made that promise. People will be happier. I'm nothing. I'm just a stick on the mud. All I do is harbor pain and sadness in this world... I'm nothing...

Connection terminated. I'm sorry to interrupt you, Elizabeth, if you still even remember that name, But I'm afraid you've been misinformed. You are not here to receive a gift, nor have you been called here by the individual you assume, although, you have indeed been called. You have all been called here, into a labyrinth of sounds and smells, misdirection and misfortune. A labyrinth with no exit, a maze with no prize. You don't even realize that you are trapped. Your lust for blood has driven you in endless circles, chasing the cries of children in some unseen chamber, always seeming so near, yet somehow out of reach, but you will never find them. None of you will. This is where your story ends.

I have accepted the potential end (I say potential because I believe I have a chance of coming back. You wait and see) coming in sight, and it's my fault. I don't ask for forgiveness, or understanding, or justification, that wouldn't be fair to the person involved, to anyone. But I ask that you learn from my mistakes, for those who followed me this long, and to do better than I did. 

Oh yeah, will Y'ALL shut the fuck about about my furry Discord alt Wuffers99? It's a perfectly good account with a perfectly cute blue doggy icon, perfect for grooming teenagers. (I should know, I'm in my thirties!)

Goodbye I guess?

Take care, people of Newgrounds.

- midget sausage

ADDENDUM

Goodbye.

The following is something I should have said from the beginning and my departure from internet society.

I'm sorry. I should have been a better person. I'm sorry I hurt as many people as I did, I never wanted to hurt the world, This isn't asking for forgiveness, I'm admitting that I was wrong for what I've done. (I'm still not saying what "what I've done" is.)

Yadda yadda. Should've only just apologized, but unfortunately I can't help myself.

Bye

- midget sausage