that you are pro at FNF, @IAmProAtFNF

we will cherish this information

:: The A WASTE o' TIME trailer is OUT. ::

This is what I've devoted 4 weeks of my life into. Looking back now, I feel real happy with myself that every week, with every progress report, I managed to make people real happy or shocked or surprised that I could make such things.

THIS IS MY 400 FOLLOWER SPECIAL TOO U MORONS, YOU ALL ARE THE BEST

I remember when I got inspired to animate because of Alan Becker, because I really wanted to animate stick figures pretending to be on my desktop. Fake desktop footage.

Now I animated fake gameplay footage. I've come somewhat full circle here animation-wise.

:: OTHER RELATED LINKS ::

The theme that plays in the trailer.

The art in the trailer too.

A playlist full of all things officially AWoT-related!

https://www.newgrounds.com/playlists/view/2cfe45fa5d74b8d88c741721bbaf970f

:: AND ONE MORE THING ::

I feel inclined to share the source files of the project! Each shot was a different .fla file entirely and I don't really know what to do with them now after I've posted what's probably my magnum opus so far.

Should I share them? How? In what way? Those are still questions I'm asking myself and it might take an additional month or two for me to finally decide on an option.

Either way, an actual A Waste o' Time game is planned to be in development (which was always the plan from the start), and good afternoon to you all!

it's now fucking canon

this mfer can say the n word

It was like one, big saggy shit. Jesus. I could've just ripped my pants into half at that point.

@OctopiGarden says hi.

¿spuᴉɯ ƃuᴉʞɔnɟ ɹnoʎ ʇsol llɐ noʎ ǝʌɐɥ

¿ɹǝᴉsɐǝ ʇᴉ ǝʞɐɯ plnoʍ pǝʇɐɔᴉldɯoɔ ǝɹoɯ ʎuɐ ǝɟᴉl ƃuᴉʞɐɯ ʇɐɥʇ ʞuᴉɥʇ ǝuoǝɯos uɐɔ ʍoɥ

I divided them up into albums though.

And it's not all of them, just most of them. Do you even really want to hear me sing the 8 melodies from MOTHER on SoundCloud? No, no one wants to.

SOSIG ALBUM VOL. 1

https://soundcloud.com/midgetsausage/sets/the-midgetsausage-anthology-vol-1

CONTAINS

SOSIG ALBUM VOL. 2

https://soundcloud.com/midgetsausage/sets/the-midgetsausage-anthology

CONTAINS

+ Instrumental of above track!

Now why, you might probably ask, why did I put them up on SoundCloud? They already are available here on Newgrounds.

Well, I just wanted them to me available on a more accessible platform! I'm not saying Newgrounds isn't an accessible platform for music already. (it is already accessible lol) But sadly, more people know SoundCloud more than the Newgrounds Audio Portal.

I'm still gonna be uploading music here of course, that's no question! It's also gonna take a whole lot more time to even spit out Vol. 3 on SoundCloud anyway.

P.S. I chose SoundCloud for lack of a better option, and no, they're not coming to YouTube. (probably. I know this isn't gonna age well soon.)

Fine, you want me to be honest? I'll be fucking honest with you. I've been getting bullied by people on my last post (if you still see it on the front page, who knows by now) all because I had an opinion about people shitting on Groundhog Day trying to cover it up with another holiday something stupid maybe some Sonic crap I don't know. I've had to block and ban so many people on Kiwi Farms and here, instead of most of them civily disagreeing with me, proving my point further of the disrespect.

I'm not going to say this for sympathy crap, I'll tell you why I'm saying this at the end of this post (if anyone gets that far), but most of you won't give a shit, so whatever harassing comments come at me I'll just leave it up there and let you make an ass of yourself and spite me further, fine. What I'm about to say isn't to make you care or change your mind, but just to be a little insightful and I've had enough.

For a while now, ever since I took a break from music (and before), I've felt like I'm at the end of my rope, like there's nothing left for me in life. I tried dude. I'm 6, I still rely on my parents, I've been through 69 jobs, I've lost a lot of friends by both my fault and through going through emotional abuse from others so it's a mixed bag, my Runescape gf is 71 and barely beat cancer a few years ago, but no idea how much time I have left with her., After she dies, I'm fucked, I'll be cucked.

I've tried to fight my mental issues, physical health has been bad trying my best to fight against my medical condition, but I just don't care to fight anymore. I'm pretty sure my psychologist gave up on me too since he hasn't been answering me to make another appointment, and it sucks because he was really good and was helping me a lot. I'm just lost, afraid, confused, and I absolutely hate myself, I feel like I'm a failure, a disappointment, pathetic, worthless.

I can't even make something of my life like most people, i've seen them drift away, get married, ditch me, get bored of me, I don't know anymore. I'm always afraid of losing everyone and everything. At this point I don't care much about shooting myself in the foot. Cancel me, I guess. I don't really care anymore, I don't feel I have much to lose after everything I've lost in the past 2 years. I'm fucked either way.

I'll live my life out until my Runescape gf dies, or until I find no way out of homelessness, then I'll take mine I guess. I don't know. I guess the plan here is, finish a secret little commission series for a friend, finish Meet n' Fuck Gardevoir this year and maybe pass it on to someone else to continue without me, this Vaporeon porn collab stuff, and any other loose ends I gotta tie up, then I'm done. I'm just tired of it all. I've never achieved my dreams, my goals, and I doubt I ever will.

The point of this is, I give up. If you want a role model, don't pick me. Moral of the story kids? Don't end up like me. If I had any advice to give based on my regrets, it would be to get outside more, get therapy early on in life and keep searching for the right mental health professional that helps, exercise more, cut off toxic people who use you, but keep close the friends who care for you and try to help you.

You can leave your hate comments now, but I promise I hate myself more than you hate me. The. Fucking. End.

informal post.

pretty wild ride so far, eh? 100 drawings, 300 fans, got 3rd daily place, released 2 videos.

but i'm not here to boast. i'm here to say that all that came with a price. my teachers' on my ass right now, I've got a big school project due the day after tomorrow which I don't know how to do and I don't know how to make, I'm gambling on my luck and hoping I get a good or average grade (we just finished the first quarter of ninth grade, which is the third year of high school in the Philippines), and I left a big Discord server which has my handiwork all over its place because I've had it with being slapped in the face with apathy for the last 3 months I've been there.

i figured i'd just write a little post talking about how I feel , right here right now, because while I am excited to be part of even bigger things with my increased creative freedom and capabilities in the near future, I don't know if I'll change for better or for worse, both in here and academically. I hope I manage.

I'm probably losing my mind, and 9th grade in the Philippines is fucking hard.

anyway here's my Spotify playlist full of songs I play whenever I do not know what to play.

https://open.spotify.com/playlist/3Chq5Ic2QbIF5O9ayB0Q1a?si=631a8b37c834440c

Over the past 3 years I've left communities, gained friends, earned an audience and made a little name for myself. For once in my life, I get to see how much I mean to everyone. I've seen people get amused and happy and impressed because of all the things I've done and/or made, even if they weren't made for them in the first place. It gives me great joy to read whatever thoughts you typed under the reviews.

And we're still very, very much going, even until today. It's taken quite a long ass while and frankly all that waiting kinda sucked.

I still enjoy seeing all of you interacting with all that I have made, and I love how all that I upload instantly gets good reviews and fantastic remarks. Not the most critical acclaim but it's still good attention nonetheless. My favorites include "The eternal void of hell" by @cockbucker and "I need a suit" ... also by @cockbucker. (I love that shit.)

... and on to some other news. You may have noticed, over the past few weeks, that I have uploaded two fully animated submissions to the Art Portal.

Mom, I don't want to brag about that first one...

See, I just got a laptop. Yeah, baby. You heard that right. I have a laptop, my problems are over, the planets align and God is alive again.

I CAN ANIMATE AGAIN.

That is, if my teachers don't chew me out...

And I know you've already heard this since, like, several days ago, but either way,

I.

AM.

AND GOOD EVENING ALL YE, OR AFTERNOON WHATEVER FUCK

@SMALLPHROGE SAYS HI, SAY HI BACK TO HER

EDIT: And we really are still going.

It only gets better down the road...

here we go again, the waiting game. it's that time of the year again when nothing's currently happening, and what you want to happen isn’t gonna happen yet. i am in that state. i, and maybe you too, am playing the waiting game.

and we wait.

‎‏‏‎ ‎

and we wait again.

‏‏‎ ‎

and we wait once more.

‏‏‎ ‎

‏‏‎

‏‏‎ ‎

it will happen soon. don't worry and don't jinx it. just you wait, and wait, and waiiiit.....